Saturday, 22 June 2013

WAITING ENDS - 20/06/2013

I have been having abdominal pain past 2 days and I was expecting my menses to come anytime soon. It has been post 4days of OCP. As expected, I got my menses early morning and my flow is not heavy at all. my menses flow is getting very low and this make me worries. Thank god my hubby was around to discuss about flight & transport arrangement.  He unable to send me to airport since he tied up with trainings. He arranged one of his staff to send me to airport this afternoon. Thank god there is a fight in the afternoon. My hubby hugged me and I am already missing him. This is the first time I am making my own travel for the treatment without him. I hope my treatment continues beyond  blood test. I can't bear another postpone treatment due to high LH & Progesterone. I quickly made flight booking. Packed my luggage with Suprefact inside cooler box with dry ice which can last for 8-10 hours. Then I called the hospital to make Day 2 appointment. Everything settled. I went out for short shopping trip before come back and cook for lunch. 

On the previous post, I mentioned about me and my mum got upset over things and I don't know where to stay since my search for short term stay in KL was unsuccessful. My dearest friend is very kind to help me to look for one since his brother is working in the same hospital I am getting my treatment. To my surprise, my mum called me and talk to me like normal and I decided to tell her when I meet her personally soon. My mind wonders how about my in laws. I am in the state of whether to tell or not... It's just that we don't want to get stress if they keep asking about the status as we know IVF doesn't guarantee 100% success. In the meantime, my brother insists I stay in his house. Will keep it as an option. Nothing would be comforting compare to being around with hubby. Being around with family is good but sometimes we need our own privacy and need to go out meet our friends. I am already planned to meet some of my friends so that I can divert myself from stress and not thinking so much on IVF. 

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